There's an apartment full of people.
So why do I feel so much more alone than usual? ):

I'm thinking about making a mixtape.
However, I'm slowly, but surely,
losing this feeling. It makes me a little
bit more broken.

Is it strange to feel so disconnected from everyone?
I feel as if the people close to me are only half there. This past week I've felt so alone, and while I have always embraced solitude, this time it feels different. It feels very painful. I feel taken for granted. I feel like all the relationships I've built up since last year are for nothing. ( Read more... )

Just a word to the wise, always date someone stable, who knows what they want, and holds just one person they love in their heart. I need to stop dreaming now. I wasted two years of emotions & now I wish I did not have them. Maybe there's a Lacuna, Inc. around here? You know, where you can erase the memories of something you hold dear from your ( Read more... )

 What happened to us? Where'd that spark go? I've lost sight of it again. You were once so friendly, kind, sweet, and funny, but where'd that go? I understand that people change, but why did you have to be one of them? Can't you remember when you used to be so romantic, genuine, sincere, and committed? Can't you remember when you were honest, ( Read more... )

I felt it was necessary to finally sit down and update this after many long months. Tons of events happened, I've had my ups, I've had my downs. Besides that, life has blessed me so far. I'll officially become a senior in high school starting next Tuesday at 1:00 pm. It's pretty surreal if you ask me. My boyfriend graduates on Saturday and I am ( Read more... )

Strep Throat is 100% GONE. Thank you Azithromycin!

No school for the past two days due to the weather!
Got to spend time with my Novio Monday and Today. ♥
Spent time at Chuck E. Cheese's for my cousin's birthday.

My life couldn't be any better.
However, there is also Academic Decathlon coming up this weekend.
I'm so so so so very nervous; almost to the ( Read more... )

When the websites and information sheet on my prescriptions says that all symptoms will subside in 2-3 days. The pain actually starts to disappear in 2-3 days. This morning I woke up and swallowed only to feel a bunch of phlegm in the back of my throat and it hurts slightly to swallow. It's more like a tickle now. I am in an extremely better mood ( Read more... )

I have strep throat and I'm missing school for three days in a row.
I miss seeing my novio. ♥
And I really don't look forward to all the make-up work that I have to do.
I lost 5 lbs. due to the whole liquids-only diet.

I'm taking Azithromycin to get rid of this infection.
Hopefully it will be gone by two-three days.
I want to eat a lotttt of solid foods ( Read more... )

 So let's see. These past few days have been painful. I've contracted some illness that's leaving my tonsils&uvula swollen as well making swallowing difficult to do. I stayed home for the first time and wrecked my streak of perfect attendance. I  barely got any sleep due to the throbbing pain in my throat. I went to the doctor's and they did a ( Read more... )

So, it's official.
I am his and he is mine.
♥
Someone pinch me. Am I dreaming?